This is my 3rd christmas without you .It was a happy get together with friends and family.Today was not a good day for me.I started looking at some of your pictures and I became very sad,then the tears begin to fall.Its not easy for me ,some days,weeks and months I am ok but in between there is this loneliness,this emptiness and this sadness that I have to live with for the rest of my life. MISSING YOU ALOT. FR MOM