this is my second christmas without u,and it still hurt like it was yesterday. I KNOW YOU WOULDNT WANT FOR ME TO BE SAD ,BUT ITS HARD FOR ME NOT TO GET EMOTIONAL WHEN EVERY BODY IS IN SUCH CHEERFUL SPIRIT AND I THINK,IF ONLY YOU WERE HERE THEN IT WOULD BE THE PERFECT SETTING FOR ME .I MISS YOU SO MUCH MICHAEL,LIFE WITHOUT YOU IN IT IS VERY HARD BUT IM TRYING TO BE STRONG FOR YOUR KIDS .I AM VERY HAPPY BECAUSE I WAS ABLE TO GIVE LEMAR AND KYRON FININCIAL SUPPORT FOR THEIR CHRISTMAS.I AM TRYING TO DO WHAT YOU WOULD HAVE WANTED ME TO DO, AND THATS TO LOVE AND NUTURED YOUR CHILDREN FOR YOU.MERRY CHRISTMAS MICHAEL/YOU WILL BE FOREVER LOVED AND REMEMBEREB FROM MOM WITH LOVE..